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Old Jul 06, 2021, 08:46 PM
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(Virtual) Session yesterday. Warning that this has triggers in multiple areas, so please proceed with caution. Dr. T was at his house and warned me that they were having new windows installed, so possible banging, plus he was having some issues with WiFi (we're supposed to finally resume in person at the end of this month, after he gets back from vacation--we'll see if that actually happens).

I said he had his work cut out for him this week. But that I wanted to start with a positive, how H and I had a good date night Saturday, then shared a couple details. Dr. T was smiling and seemed genuinely happy for me.

But what I really needed to talk about was about some stuff that came out while I was dropping D at my parents' for the overnight.
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Then I said how the big thing was my parents giving me a box from high school. Including some journals. And there was some other stuff in there related to my high school journalism teacher. Background: He was my (married, 25-years-older) journalism teacher for a couple years, and I was editor-in-chief of the newspaper my senior year.
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So back to Dr. T session. I had read through journal entries I'd written at the time and was saying how I'd maybe blocked out how intense my feelings for him were. And just my emotions in general, how they seemed so extreme. Dr. T: "That's how adolescence is." Me: "True."

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We scheduled for next week. I said I'd talk to him Wednesday. As we were saying goodbye, his internet connection had issues. I thought he froze up, so I clicked the "Leave" button, and as I did, I heard him say, "So have a good few days," but I was already signing off. I sent him a brief text say, "Thanks, you too, it froze as you were saying goodbye." He texted back thanking me and apologizing for the technical issues (froze up a couple times during session, too).

I feel like I'm still processing quite a bit from that session and will need to continue the discussion next session.
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