I'm going to quit temazepam. I flushed all of it. I took my max dose last night after my attempt at a tolerance break and slept less than two hours and now, like every time I take it, I'm going to feel like crap until noon. I just met my new love on my walk. Thank God I actually got dressed today. I usually just go out in PJs haha, but no, I'm rocking it today. I got scared because I got a text message saying my vraylar would be $1330 for a month's worth, but when I called them it was free. I think my doc got me on some sort of assistance program. That's one thing I can say good about our mental health center, they're good at helping out with getting your meds covered. My injections were supposed to be $120 per shot (every two weeks) but the nurse signed me up for patient assistance and now it's $10.

I wish I had my keys. I want to dye my hair purple, get some tea, and buy some bear spray. My neighbors have a bird feeder out and I bet if I watch, by the end of the week, I'll see bears. Also I want to go hiking. A FED BEAR IS A DEAD BEAR! Maybe I can convince the hot guy I met today to go hiking with me.