I can’t stop checking my emails. I’m pretty sure you’ll email before the end of next week, but that’s a lot of days to be obsessively checking a million times a day. I don’t actually know what I’ll do if you don’t come back. Break has now been 8 whole weeks. Nightmares every night at the moment and feeling so trapped in my ED again. But I’m surviving. Keeping everything crossed for good news when you eventually email.