I have good news. I had a free hour long (it was supposed to be 30 minutes) consultation with a therapist who I had an instant rapport with. She told me so many things - among them that she thinks I have complex PTSD based on what I shared with her. I researched it last night and it was like coming home. Such a relief to gain some understanding. I could not afford to see her every week as she wanted so she discounted her hourly rate by $30 so I could. I start tomorrow and I already have homework. I have a good feeling about this and I’m so excited to begin work. Things are looking up.

I hope everyone has a peaceful day.