I went out to breakfast this morning. I got cream cheese, ricotta, and raspberry stuffed French toast and a side of potato’s. It was good but a lot of food. I only ate 2 pieces of the French toast. I think there were 6 pieces total. I came home and I took a 40 minute walk to a shady little gas station. They had bottles of orange Vanilla Coke which I haven’t been able to find anywhere. Then I got my haircut and I got a pretty manly cut. I think I could go without a hat now. So far today has been good. I haven’t taken any Valium yet and my issues seem to come up when I take one. But not taking one doesn’t really seem to be an option either. It’s kinda frustrating. My strange bleeding came back last night and I will be dealing with PMS again in 9 days. I’m worried about returning to work while dealing with complete hell for 10 straights out of every month Like how am I supposed to function?

But at this exact moment I’m doing well and that’s what I should be focusing on. I’m thinking of taking another walk although I don’t really know my way around the neighborhood yet. My mom came with me this morning. I guess I could just try. I’ll have my phone with me.

I just took a half mile walk and I didn’t really know where I was at one point. But I had sort of an idea. So I just kept following my instincts. Then I realized I was being followed. So I hurried on and I passed a landmark that I know means my house is right by. Then the guy got closer and I was just feet from my front lawn and I just let him pass and he said “pardon me” and walked on. I think? he was harmless. It was pretty freaky regardless.