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Old Jul 07, 2021, 03:04 PM
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Originally Posted by ruby2011 View Post
I only become like that when someone walks out on me, and that happens once every few years. The McDonald’s GM stopped giving a crap about me so I get angry a lot. Arby’s GM rejected me like hell 3 years ago, so I got angry like that for months until I got my current job at McDonald’s.

It’s hard to process my grief and depression when I lost ALL ability to trust anyone. Mainly, how do I know that the next good person won’t also walk out on me?
So when the people you stalk don't respond positively to being stalked, you behave angry and entitled and lose all empathy for other people?

I say it this way because you need to challenge your delusional thinking.
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Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.

Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien

Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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