I am anxious about england actually beating italy sunday for the euro 2021 final

I don't know why, but when ever their's a prospect of my country actually doing good at something, it causes me anxiety

still : I am trying to be upbeat about it. so many people here are thrilled that we even made the final (first time since 66, so quite an acheevement)

still: I am hopeful that italy will win the euros. I know, it makes me sound like a trator to my country, but I'm not.. honest, I think if things were reversed and I was italian, I'd be rooting for england. I just don't like the thought of a home country actually being good at something. hmm.