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Old Jul 08, 2021, 03:33 PM
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I am a transgender man and before I started getting injections I was really easy going with my emotions. I wasn’t dependent on anyone. I didn’t have any S or SH thoughts let alone at SA for about 5 years. I had been working for almost 3 years and I was doing good there. Then ever since I started my injections March 17th 2020 I’ve turned into this person I don’t really recognize. I am S multiple times a week. I risk take with my meds almost nightly. I was super needy with my therapist all of 2020. She almost called 911 on me a bunch of times because I was being so risky. I developed this transference with her and I ultimately had to end things with her because my mental health was so bad. I freak out about next Christmas because last Christmas I was forced into an IOP program and I felt like I had no support for 4 weeks. So even though it’s only July I’m desperately trying to make sure this coming Christmas is ok by asking my therapists if they work during Christmas time so I don’t feel the way I did last year. Also I’ve been drinking this tea that reminds me of my old therapist

I swear I never had abandonment issues or anything like this before I started my injections and my hormones got messed up.

So my question is can mental health disorders that you’ve never had before develop as a result of a medication?
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