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Originally Posted by divine1966
Well he might be available time wise but still attachments and addictions make one not fully available for true connection with others because something else takes too big of a place.
Life style differences is a big thing. It usually causes problems in the long run. Smart move to end it
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Thank you and you’re right. He’s trying to make an effort to keep me , however I know in the end it’s not going to work out.
Right now I’m trying to get back to a sober and faithful state of mind where picking up a drink or a drug is never an option to eradicate a bad feeling.
Regardless of his mom, his attitudes towards doctors, prescriptions, alcohol, nicotine, drugs, God, work, are all incompatible with mine. He thought we had something special that we could work out our differences on, but regardless of his point of view, I was the one doing the compromising and sacrificing .
I’m trying to leave him alone to live his life and when he reaches out to me I’m trying to keep it friendly. It’s difficult untangling this.