I have bad period like cramps. I don’t want to explain things really to my mom. Not exactly the way things have been happening. I had to explain it to my primary a few weeks ago and that was uncomfortable. I had to tell him “this is super awkward but you know how the injections increase your libido?” I can’t even begin how to describe this to my mom.

I took 2 extra strength Tylenol. I forgot you had to eat with Tylenol or you’d feel real sick to your stomach. I didn’t really eat much. I was hangry but then barely ate anything at the restaurant. I picked at the food when I came home. I don’t think there’s anything major wrong that needs immediate attention but this is for sure not just anxiety. It could possibly be made worse by my anxiety though. Unless I get a fever I will not go to a doctor before my vacation.

My Tylenol seems to be kicking in. I used the heating pad too. I’m still not hungry. I’m very tired but I took my melatonin an hour ago. I took my first dose of my antibiotic.

Sorry for all the health anxiety posts. But I have this huge bump on my forehead. It doesn’t itch. But I’ve been rubbing it all afternoon absent mindlessly. The last time I had something like that it was cellulitis. And I’ve already had that twice once in 2007 and once in 2019. so I’m already more likely to get it again then someone who hasn’t had it.

Maybe my body is crapping out subconsciously so I don’t have to go on my vacation.