It happened really bad last night. To the point I gave up and couldn’t get off because of so much pain and bleeding. I was trying everything, pictures, articles, stuff that always used to turn me on real fast. Nothing was working last night. Now I have bad cramps and I did an at home UTI test and it shows I have one so now I’m on antibiotics for one. But I’m just crabby and in pain. My mom doesn’t know how the bleeding is happening. But she knows it’s happening. And I’m not sure how or if I want to tell her. My doctor used the word “stimulate yourself” Maybe that’s how I should phrase it. But **** am I in pain now and that incident happened almost 24 hours ago. Now I’m just gonna have to give it up and that will suck too.

Should I just like text my mom and tell her about it that way and tell her not to speak aloud about it to me?