I just meant I feel like I’m starting to develop BPD or DPD when I was told many times I didn’t have those. It was mainly just anxiety, ASD and BP. But now I’m showing a lot of the signs of a personality disorder when I wasn’t before. Sorry I should have been more specific.

I feel like I’m in the chocolate tunnel scene in Willy Wonka And The Chocolate factory right now. You know where Gene Wilder is talking all freaky and the boat is moving really fast. Things are a bit creepy for me right now and I don’t feel that great.