I feel better then I did yesterday. My antibiotics are working although I’m still having some burning. But I’m not exhausted or worn out the way I was yesterday. Man those UTIs can really mess you up sometimes. Today I went to my sisters to feed their cats. They are out of state. I’m a bit concerned about the state of my sisters house. It’s borderline hoarding in my opinion. They didn’t even do the dishes before they left. But maybe it’s just not what I’m used to because my house is spotless and I keep my room super organized all the time. When my sister lived at home her room was always messy and she’d have stuff growing in old coffee mugs. I don’t know. I always feel better mental health wise when everything is clean. Even the shelf in my pantry where I keep my food and my side of the freezer is very organized. I don’t think I have OCD I’m just particular about some things.

My mom is at the store now getting some stuff for our trip next week. I cannot stand shopping with her because she goes all over the store and then forgets something that’s way on the other side of Walmart. And she takes 5 minutes picking out a bag of chicken and she does other stuff like that. She has a list too. She just compares prices and I just have to stand around anxiously. when I shop at Walmart I’m in and out real fast. I know what I want, where it is, I go from one aisle to the next instead of all over. I glance at prices but I don’t compare. It’s just tedious shopping with her. Same like when we go to Kohls. She has to try on multiple pairs of shoes and it takes forever for her to decide if they fit and then she has to find the correct color and she’ll ask me what I prefer. I have no ****ing idea what women’s sandal I think is better. When I’m shopping for clothes it’s like I need size 8 shoes, camouflage shorts size 34, black T shirts size small and that’s it. It’s easy. Everything else I do online.

Sorry for the rant just shopping with someone else is anxiety provoking.