Dear T,
Sorry I was so disorganized at the end of session. I just want to be able to talk about certain things, because I think they're important to my full narrative. But what you said is accurate, that I'm just worried about stepping in a bear trap. I suppose maybe that's how I view many relationships, so perhaps that's something we need to delve into more? Even though we have a bit.
And perhaps it's better that your bear traps are out in the open. Whereas ex-MC's were extremely well hidden, in a field where I had safely wandered for a long time.
I hope I can figure out what I want to talk about by Monday--or if I even want to talk about it.
At least the first half of the session was productive, though I suppose I do now know that I'm not your most aggravating, frustrating, or annoying client. I mean, you kinda suck at reassurance (or maybe you were intentionally trying to not reassure), but that's...something?
Love,
LT
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