I thought about old transference T a lot. I mentioned my feelings about it to my mom. The unprofessional one and my new one I didn’t give much of a thought. I did look at new Ts card and I thought “why is she smiling like she’s dead inside?”

She has experiences working in hospitals and I get kind of nervous when they have worked there since my times weren’t very good because the staff weren’t very nice. Like was she a nice staff or one of the kind of abusive ones? It’s tough to tell from just one session what she’s really like.