It's so difficult when people around us just expect us to move on and act like everything is normal, when inside we feel it's anything but.
Please do tell your pcp how low you are feeling. I don't know what is available in the states, but have you considered grief counselling?
Don't beat yourself up for feeling the way you do. Your feelings are real and they matter.
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