I'm such an idiot to have thought NHS would be anywhere near 'normal' by my due date...everything is just getting worse and it doesn't feel like anyone cares anymore. The health board posted that they don't have enough midwives to cope at the moment.

What will happen if I go in to labour at home, and they have no one to send? Will there be enough staff to care properly at the hospital? Am I going to get sick and give birth alone because people want to watch the stupid ****ing football in their thousands? I'm so scared please help me