I’m feeling super irritated. First I was feeling good, then when I got home from a meeting and my daughter was in the shower I got super irritated as I thought she was in the shower with her bf. She just left for camp for a week to be a counselor.

Meanwhile my ex bf and I are going on one last trip together cause our manager gave us time off together and j didn’t know how to tell him “no”. (I also thought it might be a good idea to “get away” and finalize for myself why I don’t want to be with him anymore.)

I’m going over in my head what to say to him but the truth of the matter is I don’t need to say anything, I’ve already said it all. He’s trying so hard to be accommodating but it’s all bs because he’s really not interested in changing at all.

I’m taking steps to leave the job we both work at where almost everyone thinks he’s so awesome. It’s so ironic to me, it’s just like my ex husband, even someone at work was singing the praises of my ex husband.

So yeah I’m irritated and I’m done.