So Sorry this is happening! Please do not give up! i agree with the wise and wonderful leomama that perhaps it's best to pick other people if you want to share what is going on in your Life. i Hope your care provider will be able to Help and listen. In any acase i am also available if you need someone to talk to and Hopefully others as well although i can recognize that it is not quite the same thing. i Hpe things will improve soon for everyone. Try to do your best like you're already doing perhaps. So Sorry if this post wasn't really helpful. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Rose76, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!