I've been crying all day, and decided to let my husband know exactly why - by text! As usual, he's at work (he works alot, and is never here when I need him), where he gets to be distracted by a million things, flirt with all the pretty girls (he's in the restaurant biz, lots of "hotties" at his restaurant), and pretend like nothing is wrong (he's really good at this one!).

I moved 2000 miles away from my friends and family 6 1/2 years ago to marry him, and don't really have anyone close here to talk to. I've maintained friendships with my girlfriends back home, and my mom and I are incredibly close, but they have lives of their own, and even though everyone says "call me anytime", it's something I would never take advantage of. So I just dumped my garbage on the guy who created it! I know it's not right to lash out like that, especially when he's at work, but a part of me wants to remind him every day what he's put me through. I know, I know, two wrongs don't make a right...it's just been a really hard day.