Honestly Moutaindewed it sounds like your mom needs to control your meds more. The 2 valium in 30 minutes thing is scary. The first one didn't have time to work and then you took the 2nd. That's probably why you haven't felt good today. You can get really addicted to valium and need to take it cautiously. If you have questions about how often 3x/day is then please ask your pdoc and don't just guess. That's really scary to read. We want to support you but you are scaring us and it's hard to know what to say. Just please, please be careful.