26 this year. For the last two months I've been working 70 hours a week + weekend (10 hours per day, every day). Half of my work is making money, the other half is learning new craft. If I want to get paid for the other part I have to stay on the frontline for few more months. Then it may or may not pay off.

I've developed passion for sleep. Having any kind of relationship right now seems impossible. I'm way too tired. I sleep for 8 hours to stay healthy which leaves me 6 hours per day to live outside of work. At least 2 of them I spent resting, tired. And then I have to get food, cook something, maybe workout. No friends, no girlfriends, no hobbys.

I'm aware that many of you here are much older than me. Am I doing the right thing? I know that if I stay strong, I'm gonna turn learning new craft into a new, pretty awesome job. The price is high though. I've had two major breakdowns so far. My T put me back on my feet.