Well the owner gave me 3 or 4 days notice, I'm both excited and nervous. My backs hurting, I know this is going to be a huge challenge. I haven't slept well in weeks, and I like almost 10 hours.... I got 4 last night. I'm so anxious. My nylons broke as I opened them tonight. I know that sounds trivial but I had a dress I wanted to wear. It's stressful to pay for these things this month, like new tools. I'm worried I might let her down, because I was busy cleaning and wearing myself out at home.