THrough everything I'm finishing up the touches on figuring myself out. I need a girlfriend. I don't think I can date guys anymore. I like these parasites I feel so spiritual, like I finally understand things. Hugs to all who want them. Injection day tomorrow, wonder if my mom will take off work to bring me or she'll give me my keys back. I hope it's the latter so I can go to the park. I have a secret spot I found with millions of ticks but it's goodf or reading and writing and drawing so I have to spill something honest and inspired. Maybe a beach day? One more hour before she wakes up and I can make noise.

holy f*** is running at 4am scary in the dark and the rain.