I had one psychiatrist who asked me for sex. Well, I blocked this one out as long as I could. I understand how patients can be distrustful of health care professionals who abuse their power. There are some bad apples out there. I got over the jerk by not thinking about it for a long time. Also, I was raped in another country by another doctor when I was a teenager. I was given chloroform but remember the doctor feeling me out. Also, I tried to block this out too. As a result, I have never really trusted healthcare professionals totally. Some are real quacks and some are complete jerks.

I have been abused by all kinds of people. I am a survivor though. I do make bad decisions still sometimes because I have been abused. It never goes away completely. However, I learned to forgive to let the pain go. It helps but the memories never die.