I am sooo moody today. Plus I’m being kind of hypocritical. This morning I woke up and I felt great. Then an hour or so later I started to feel kinda ******. So I took my first Valium which just made my anxiety worse. My mom wanted to leave for the stores but I really wanted to see the rest of Father Knows Best. So I held things up for about 15 minutes. Then we went to Sonic because I like their ice cream. And then we went to Walmart and I was getting annoyed because I think I’ve said on this thread before that it takes forever to shop with her because she compares prices and can’t make up her mind and it just takes forever. We needed sun tan lotion and she was just complaining the whole time. She was asking me where stuff was. Like I would know. We went to TJ Maxx and I picked out a pair of Guess sunglasses quickly. I didn’t have to try on a million pairs multiple times like she would have. I just got what looked good, quickly glanced at the price, then left. I swear she has OCD. Although I do admit I held things up in the first place and I was being pretty crabby.

I’m still doing good with the 160 mil Geodon at night. I’m losing weight fast. But I don’t know if all the Geodon at night and none in the morning is why my anxiety has been so sucky lately. I take Valium and they go right through me. But it’s like I don’t even get any relief when I do take my Geodon at night. So I’m not sure what’s up. I seem to recall this massive anxiety starting before the Geodon thing started.