I am beyond lethargic right now and I have a headache. I don’t know if it’s med related or caffeine withdrawal related. But it’s not even 4 yet and I am super worn out I’m just lazing around on the rocking chair half asleep. My mom wants to go out to lunch and dinner and do all kinds of stuff these next few days which I’m just not into. The weather will not be good so it doesn’t look like we’ll have a lot of beach time. I wish I could just be lethargic at the beach all day instead of actually doing stuff.

I was reading something online about how a trans man had a hysterectomy. Insurance covered it because he was trans. And after 2 months he knew he made the right choice and his body and emotions were no longer riding the roller coaster of testosterone and estrogen and he finally feels stable in a mans body.

It’s a different experience when you have both testosterone and estrogen in you vs just estrogen. The affects of a hysterectomy are very helpful.

I feel really goofy right now. I took my meds and melatonin but I don’t think it’s that. I think it’s caffeine withdrawals mostly. I haven’t had soda in several days and I only had one watered down iced tea today.