Therapy was so stressful today. When it ended I had to fight back the tears. She's concerned about me so I'm having therapy twice per week now. One thing that frustrates me is that I still don't know what I have. One therapist said DID. Another said schizoaffective. Psychiatrist said BDP, generalized anxiety disorder, PTSD + some others she didn't get to verify. I'd rather have schizoaffective disorder because that can be treated with meds, but I think it's DID & other things.