Hey,

So yeah I don't want to write a novel so I keep this short.
Throughout my life I always had suicidal thoughts running through my head. A few attemps here and there.
But now I am trying to live a life. I found hobbies, got more serious about university and tried new things.
For 2 years now and I feel like I got nowhere. Everything just doesn't work or just barely works out. I don't really got any goals that I want to achieve or that feel like they are something that I want to achieve.
Usually I was passionate even when depressed and suicidal. But now there is nothing. Like everything that was behind my depression was nothingness.

How do you guys find what you are passionate about and what is something you are able to achieve?