Also I’m gonna have to just take one 80 tonight instead of 2 because I am worried I will not wake up in the morning after so much Geodon at one time after going 26 hours without any. Plus I for sure need a Valium and my melatonin as well. So it’s best to just deal with the side effects of taking an 80 in the morning and maybe I’ll feel ok and be able to enjoy some stuff.

I feel like my family will understand and think it’s just the 3 year old setting me off. If my mom wants to explain to them it’s transition stuff I’m fine with that too.