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AzulOscuro how are things going for you at the moment?
I agree, you are not weak. Some of us struggle in this area but it's not weakness I believe. There can be many reasons why we struggle, as many different reasons as there are different people possibly.
You wrote "people around me don’t trust these relations or have their reservations about these people. As if they had a hidden agenda in regards to the relation with me. It makes me doubt because I’m a very insecure person and easily influenced as to what relations concerns. Indeed I cut off the relation with one of these persons and I felt so bad when I ran into her some days ago."
Would you like to talk more about this?