I’m tired this morning. I didn’t sleep well at all last night. I think I was worried that my pdoc won’t make any changes today when I tell her that I’m depressed. I talk to her at 3:00. I don’t feel like doing anything. Yesterday, I didn’t take a shower until 8:00 even though I hadn’t showered since Sunday and was feeling gross. I’m at the point where showering is a chore. It’s been two months since my son estranged himself from me, and I’m still not able to cope with the pain. I think it’s the root of my current depression.