I took some days off and I feel terrible. I have to go back. Honestly, my life is all about that career-related thing I'm working on. If it fails, despite this full dedication, I would be embrassed to even stay alive.

I think I've made some poor choices when it comes to priorities in life back in a day and, well... I don't think I have anything besides my goal, so I have to go back and get it.