I found a Xanax in my duffel bag. Don’t know how old it was. Dunno why I took it. I took a Valium an hour later and then a few hours later which was just 15 minutes ago I took my melatonin, to help me sleep, my 160 geodon, and 2 extra strength Tylenol for pain in my right leg from walking so much. I’m sure I’m fine. Actually the Xanax Valium combo helped me get through the night without any panic attacks. I wish I could be on both.

I had this blueish spot about the size of a nickle on the sole of my left foot a couple months ago. I ignored it thinking it was nothing. Then I forgot about it. Then today I noticed it again. It’s just this off color spot that’s blue in color and a bit deep. I showed it to my mom and she said I should probably get it checked out. It freaks me out a bit when she says I should see a doctor because she never says that. I always know when I need to see a doctor. I don’t know what it is but I know when you notice off color or new marks like that on you you should go to a doctor. It doesn’t hurt and who looks at the bottom of their feet anyways? So that’s why I ignored it and then forgot about it. I haven’t been feeling good for about the same time I’ve had the spot. but I don’t think it’s related to that. A lot of stuff happened 2 months ago.