3rd day over. I couldn't stand longer, I had to leave early. Every customer was satisfied. It's a demanding franchise. I'm questioning if I made the right decision to ask for the job back. I'll make just a bit more than I have on disability, and I'm realizing I'm worn so thin, I'm so sore. I had to take a pain pill and aleve. I was hardly able to get going after 2 hours sleep again.

I was diagnosed bipolar many years ago. Then it was major depression. I've hardly known peace in my whole life. I've so rarely had one full day where I can say I felt good. I wanted to feel like I could do this, for just a little self confidence and independence. But I'm in "high gear" i can't stop thinking. Doesn't even matter, I take all my meds and can't shut my brain off. There's so much noise at work I feel I'm getting deaf.

I hope they stop pushing being there for several more hours than it was last year. I'm not able to even sit for more than 30 min in a 12 hour plus commute drive day. I'm fed up too, someone stole my tips. I made over 80 in tips my first day, I did take pride in my work and making people happy. Life can suck.