I can't sleep. This is totally normal for me at this time of the year and typically in 1-3 weeks I'll become hypomanic enough I need a pulse of higher dose clozaril for a few days to prevent mania. I hope that this isn't that time as I need to be awake Tuesday. Apparently we're moving (originally it was going to be next year and now we're suddenly looking at properties and having our place appraised; I'm having trouble adjusting which is partly why I'm awake) and Tuesday we're going to look at houses. I need to participate in that .

Oh well, it's lots of time to read I guess. If I don't get sleepy soon I'm moving to the couch. Maybe I can fall asleep there.

I hate this rushed feeling (the beginning of hypo I think but I'm trying to avoid it. I'll probably send my pdoc a message tomorrow.