All started with a bad doc failing to see my grandmother after breaking her hip, and now we are suing him after we weren’t satisfied with the Board’s response. Thanks to him I’ve put off seeing doctors or counselors to treat previously undiagnosed anxiety and depression until now. Then when I started seeing a psych through my MHMR all it seemed like he wanted to do with me was give me more drugs and move to the next client. All on top of already haven seen two counselors before, one frequently cancelled and was judgmental and another seemed like she mainly wanted to visit. This one I want to see was so nice when she took me into MHMR but rarely answers the phone and hasn’t returned my call about my insurance yet. Oh and by the way? It’s so painfully slow to find a urologist who can give me a specific procedure and the waiting is starting holding me hostage from resuming work after 2 years and who might improve my current symptoms in the first place.

I want to get treated since I’ve had these issues for 5 years now, a good chunk of my adult life but I guess no one ever cares about treating me and never will. Maybe nobody cares about me in general either. And the most important lesson I’ve learned with most people in life is that doctors are corrupt and only want to take money from me and give me meds.