I feel like with aging, some things diminished but other things strengthened. I’m in my 50’s now. I could work at it and look a lot better. I’ve been through a lot of emotional turmoil over the past several years, especially. So, I didn’t take good enough care of myself. But, if I tried, i could improve, if I wanted to.

It’s not the thought that I’m not strong enough to do things I used to. For me, it’s more an ego thing; like getting flirty glances vs. getting called ma’am.