I didn’t go out to dinner. The menu looked pretty crappy. It was more of a trendy type menu then the American cuisine places I usually go to. This place had a lot of weird tacos, weird, pizzas, and stuff like buffalo mac and cheese. Plus I didn’t feel like dealing with anxiety and the kids. And yeah I don’t like eating in front of family and calories were playing a factor too. I just got a plain burger and small fries from McDonald’s. At least I knew the calories of that. I made the right decision. I know my boundaries. It was a huge deal for me to come on this vacation in the first place and I’m glad I did. At least a good chunk of my very large family has now seen me. Including the 2 people I was the most worried about. So I’m proud of myself. I would have gone with everyone if they had gone to the beach today. But no one did. But I am glad this trip will be over tomorrow.