Its us we have cancer we don't know what to do. We just want to be with someone we love. We know he will be there for us. Sometimes we feel our life leaving but we were told we will live until we are 68. We are 4 years away. It's difficult to live. We just want to be back in his arms. Held tight and safe. There is a reason we were told we have until we are 68. I think we would have left already if we hadn't been told. I am trying to find a doc but no luck. We usually try to help ourselves to be strong but now for some reason we are floating, unable to get our feet on the ground.