Please don't be sorry. I think it's good you spoke up. Many times when we confront our fears like that we find out they weren't nearly as frightening as we made them out to be. Everybody comes here to get and give support. If you read a thread that makes you uncomfortable, don't respond to it and don't go back to it. And if there are people you are most comfortable with, you can track their posts and stick with them. Keep posting sweetie. TgrsPurr.