I felt a bit unwell with anxiety last night so took an Ativan for the first time, in ages. It did help. I'm still waiting for my blood test results. I just want to know already, no matter if good or bad. Such knowledge brings control, which reduces anxiety (or at least eventually reduces it).

Lately I've noticed that I make more and more typing errors. I used to cough it up to being a very speedy typer. However, perhaps there is more to it. I should proofread my typing more often. Occasionally there are misspellings, but more often the particular word(s) are words, but the wrong ones. Of course I know what is correct. "Difficult" becomes "difference", "sight" is typed as "site", "lake" shows as "lack". Words are sometimes even missing. I repeat myself a lot, or repeat words to an annoying degree. I've had a propensity towards verbosity and logorrhea my entire life, though I can effectively edit, when needed. Lately I've talked louder than usual. Is it some mild mood elevation? Or are my ears a bit clogged, as my husband thinks? I hope the former, as I don't want another doctor to visit.