So Sorry that you've had bad experiences with doctors! Please Do not give up! Love. i agree with the wise and wonderful luvyrself about checking out information about the doctors you're seeing if you aren't already. Though that doesn't mean you'll never have bad experiences again with them it may diminish the chances you'll have to experience something again i Hope so at least. i Hope things will improve really soon for everyone. Stay Safe. Hugs. Stay Strong. i think you can handle this. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @DazedandConfused254, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!