I’m sorry for that post. I don’t know what happened. I was just being an asshole for no reason. One minute I was feeling totally fine and then the next I just totally blew up and I was off for the rest of the night. But I don’t think it was anything that was said or done on this site that blew me up. Just my own demons that made me snap.

I always contradict myself. It’s a bad habit I need to learn to break. I do it at work, at home, in therapy. At work I’ll ask for more hours and then when they ask me to come in on my days off I say no. At home I’m just a hypocrite all around. In therapy I’m constantly contradicting myself when I’m just thrown a bunch of questions at one time. I crack under pressure and I have sucky anxiety that switches from hour to hour so my mind changes constantly on things to the point I don’t even know what I want. Just what I’m feeling at that moment.
But I apologize for that post. It was very rude of me.