Now I’m just lost and I can’t figure out at all if it’s the protein peanut butter cups I ate an hour ago giving me a stomach ache or if it’s just massive anxiety as a result of everything else I’m dealing my with. I want a 4th Valium. I’m gonna run out of those early too and then my Pdoc will for sure pull the plug on my benzos.

I am sorry if my behavior recently has caused some of the members to disappear. It’s been quite on this thread lately and I feel like I may have something to do with it.