in the chatroom too...

and that there's new people "coming in" every day... well it just makes me nervous. There's like no time to things to calm down

this is very much like in real life, i just get nervous easily. And the people i'm afraid of... well even now writing this i'm scared of getting a response that i can always just leave if i don't like it here. Just in a meaner way... eh and yet there's that silly feeling of groundless security like those people were unable to see this post like we were whispering or something. I'm just so crazy am I?

sheesh i'd like to know how my head works...