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Old Jul 17, 2021, 09:17 PM
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Originally Posted by ruby2011 View Post
Ok so I asked the current GM how the previous one is doing. She said she's sure he's doing good. I said I really wanted to let him know I'll be good from here on out. She said she hasn't really talked to him but will let him know the next time he comes in. I really hope when they do truck orders to get extra supplies of everything so whatever previous GM wants to borrow in the future is available. This gives me hope. I won't mention him again and as much as I'm gonna patiently wait, it's not ALL I'll be doing. I'll be doing my job and distracting myself with work. I'm not anxious for him to come in or w/e as I won't even think about it before he comes in. Then one day, when I least expect, he'll come in to borrow stuff and someone will tell him I'm good. Maybe then he'll be nice again.
Ruby, this is still unhealthy because it's still this infatuation/stalker behavior where you're basing your happiness off of someone else who is still probably going to avoid you.

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Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.

Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien

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