I'm not doing too good. I certainly feel better than when I went to the hospital last Saturday. I feel very alone. I think of making a phone call to someone, but I don't want to bother anyone.

Next I have to make me some supper. I don't feel up to cooking. A friend wanted to come by and bring me some soup she just made. I discouraged her. I just didn't feel like having her come by. She's never been what I would call a comforting presence.

I could visit my neighbor for a chat. She encouraged me to stop by more often. But she's pretty focused on herself. I miss my bf.