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Originally Posted by ruby2011
Damn that's tough stuff. I'll need a plan B if he still avoids me after my current GM tells him my plan to be good.
I watched some cool YouTube videos of adult babies. It's something I really want. I need a boyfriend who's willing to be my daddy. I'll need a crib, nappies, toys, bottles, bibs, etc. I just don't know how that will affect my job if I want to be full time baby. Will they make significant adjustments to my responsibilities? Hell, will my workplace become a daycare center exclusively for me? I said exclusively because my coworkers will most likely continue to be working adults. I'm not screwing with anyone. I'm seriously considering this.
My current GM telling my previous GM I'll be good is my very last option to get him to not ignore me. I don't think I could handle it if I exhaust all my options and still don't get him to talk to me. I know when he goes home, he doesn't ignore his family. He definitely keeps in touch with his extended family like his parents, older brother and his adult kids, and god knows who. He has friends outside of work, some of whom he knew since high school. And he definitely talks to everyone he works with or has ever worked with (except me). A former employee who walked into the store and GM greeted him like hell. Spent 10 minutes catching up. WTF.
Anyway, I have a plan B but I don't know the ramifications so I'm asking.
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Ruby, I really recommend this be your plan:
1. Continue to behave yourself so you can stay employed until you are able to get professional help.
2. Then a professional can help you work through these issues and find ways for you to appropriately express age regression and build healthy relationships.
I highly doubt the GM will do anything more than say "hello" to you when he visits. Do you not see how you're still obsessed with him? Do you not see that this is unhealthy behavior?
I am sure there are people in the world who are interested in practicing the kind of age regression role playing you are discussing; however, it will not be at your place of work.
Your place of work expects you to operate as an adult and do your job.
Do you think you can be on your best behavior the next few months until you see your new therapist and then work with them on how to express these things that you want to explore, but in a healthy, appropriate way?
Ruby, what are you going to do if the GM comes in and simply says a nice "hello" to you? It's very likely that this will be the extent of his interaction with you. It's too dangerous for him to have any more of an interaction than that, considering how obsessive and intrusive you become if he gives you any more attention. What kind of attention are you expecting from him, and what do you think your reaction is going to be if you do not get it?