I feel very stressed and frustrated by life right now... I have two job interviews set up, but one is not until August, and the other one is for a hospital that I feel less comfortable about working for the more I read up on it. I've been in touch with the recruiters at the other places where I've interviewed, and they tell me I am still in the running for those positions, but no other details, and I don't want to keep bugging them. I've been casually dating this guy-- we've hung out and slept together, and on Thursday, I told him I really wanted to know his thoughts on where we were headed in terms of a romantic relationship. I had asked him awhile back and he had said he couldn't decide based on only two dates (which was all we'd had at that time), and he was also concerned about our schedules not being similar and his bad experiences from a previous marriage, and all that's fair, but that was then. At this point, I really think he should have at least an idea of whether or not a relationship is plausible. I've not heard anything from him since I asked. Nothing. I feel incredibly hurt by this. If he doesn't respond by Thursday this coming week, we're done, whether or not he decides he wants us to have a real relationship. Because at that point, I won't since he will have ****ing ghosted me for a whole week. I'm still in the dating stage, but I'm not really finding any good matches. That's also frustrating. I'm just sick of everything. I really need to get away. All this makes me feel like a reject. It feels like everyone thinks they can just **** me over and it's completely okay. It makes me feel worthless and substandard. I hate it.